Why My Portfolio Website Still Doesn't Exist
I've noticed something about myself. It's become much harder to get things done. I see less movement compared to my previous self. And sometimes, when I see people get so much done, tasks, projects, anything, I wonder why I can't make progress like that. Now I'm not comparing myself to Elon Musk here, I'm just wondering if I'm doing my best. For the longest time, I've wanted to build a portfolio website. But for some reason or another, I never actually ended up making it, or should I say, starting it. Whenever I had a free block of time, I wouldn't know where to start. I also have this side project I've been wanting to work on. I started it, then never made any more progress beyond the initial feasibility analysis. Why did I never allocate time to either? The Overthinking Starts Early I wanted the portfolio website to be really good. I wanted cool additions, beyond the usual "about me" and "projects" sections, I wanted things like "songs I'm obsessed with right now" and "last night I slept at." I was also looking if my fitbit has an API to show my live heart-rate on my portfolio (why would someone do that?). I was obsessed with the features, and with using the right tech to make it as efficient as possible. What stack should I even use for a portfolio? Same story with this very blog. Before writing a single word, I was wondering what stack to use. I looked into a ton of existing blogs for inspiration, how do I track views, what about comments, how do I stop a DDoS from flooding my DB if I'm storing comments, should I require auth just to leave a comment, should I support font and background color changes, themes, what's the best tool to do all of that? I've noticed this pattern with almost everything I do. I'm so obsessed with doing things right on the first attempt that I never actually make the first attempt, because "doing it right" is just too demanding. Or a related trap, when I want to do something perfectly , I discover prerequisites, and those prerequisites