Building My Own Cloud

I rent six dedicated servers from a company in Germany. Together they have more cores, more memory, and more SSD than most production clusters I worked on a decade ago. I run my own Kubernetes on them. Not managed. Not EKS. Not GKE. The whole stack, from the immutable OS up to the workloads. People who hear this ask me why, and the question usually arrives in one of two tones. The dangerous tone is "that's amazing, how do I do it" . The responsible tone is "why on earth would you do that to yourself" . This post is for the second group. Why the cloud is the right answer for almost everyone Let me get this out of the way honestly: by every conventional metric, I should be using the cloud. Managed Kubernetes has become genuinely good. EKS has dramatically improved over the last three years. GKE has always been better than people gave it credit for. The serverless options are mature. The serverless databases are mature. The observability is mature. The bill is predictable in the way a Tuesday is predictable. Self-hosting violates almost every assumption that makes a startup productive. Time is the most expensive resource you have. The cloud sells you abstractions that turn that time into product. Running your own substrate means the time goes into the substrate. If you are trying to ship a product to customers — go use the cloud. Stop reading this post. It will only confuse you. What the cloud does not sell you Here is what the cloud will not sell you, even if you are willing to pay extra: control over your own roadmap. The cloud's roadmap is the cloud's. They decide which APIs deprecate. They decide which regions get the new feature. They decide what your egress bill looks like. They decide whether your monitoring vendor — sitting on top of their infrastructure — is allowed to charge you eight times what it would cost you to host the same software yourself. They decide whether the small ML company hosting your fine-tuned model gets acquired by someone with very differ